Always floating
Trying to live
Empathizing with others
Forgiving
Just surrendering myself
My head is overflowing with energy; I can barely feel my feet on the ground. I’m floating in my head. It’s buzzing with vibrations and frequencies. I’m pretty used to this now, but I sense that a (life) change is coming. One that will shift me to a higher vibrational frequency. A different timeline. And this while I’ve had so many days where I can’t connect with myself, with the other, or with others, because I’m floating somewhere in between. Neither in alignment with all that is, nor out of alignment with it.
During my meditation this morning, I said, ‘I don’t need more air, but earth.’ I said that because I know I can (continue to) ground myself here, among the trees, plants, and abundant nature. And I heard, ‘Earth is all around you’ and ‘The earthly part is within you; you just need to break it open.’ ‘But how?’ I asked, feeling rather lost. And I heard, ‘By connecting with nature. It’s all around you.’
Air, earth, water, and fire: all the elements are not only around me but also represented within myself. I don’t need anything; I don’t have to search for anything, because it’s all already there. I just have to surrender myself to it. To what is, to what’s coming, and all of that right in the moment. In the all-encompassing here-and-now of being, you are. Always.
Love, Irmgard
MY HAPPY SOUL
